personal blog

I am going to tell, There is interesting story about stars. I am suffering in  atychiphobia (fear of unsuccessful in life). I was sitting on the roof and ruining my head again and again to make the plan better.When it goes nothing like planned it leads total damage in confidence. In the end self doubts only exist and self hate rate. Everytime when I get upset sitting on the roof, crying out all my tears. But everytime the star speaks with me. It never let me alone  What do you think about it?. What can the stars advice to me.  Just simple one. The stars always starts with Hey dear, and starts to talk, "just look at me Raise your head, get up, raise your hands pose like hero now close your eyes feel the earth" I was start to smile 😄. But I do always. Then it will ask me the result !. "How it feels like hero! 😅".  I just smile. Stars will never speak thats true 😄 but seeing stars can heal our heart. My heart tells that words like stars told to me. T...

I ride a bike that's not sports bike But, I choosen it, I love it.  I am live in the home that's not mine But, I am living in the home not in street.  I blessed with healthy body.  I blessed with enough knowledge to admire my own mistakes. Once i don't have friends But Now, I have best friends. I wasn't feel loved from the early stage of life, But I realised my father always stand behinds with me and I got girl who never give up on me . After all ,What ever happens ,what I loose and  what I get isn't matter. How I been in every stage of life .  Still I feel lot of things I need in my life. If I get succeed or reach zero day But, isn't important . End of the day , Zero regrets  That's lot be feel peace. That peace enough to raise myself again.

There is a lot of difference between understanding something and feeling that thing. When something happens between two people. It divides people and creates distance between them. The reason can be anything from silence, arguments, misunderstandings, fights, reluctance. But most of all, when you wait for them to return, a kind of fear starts to ruin your mind at that moment. You don't know anything about how they are living, happy or sad, what they are doing, whether they are move on or not, it hurts and it takes lot to be and confuses us and makes our heart heavy every second of our life.

Where? What? I am a hero? I am a looser? I am God choosen child? I am a solider? What is My dream?. What is me? Who is I am !. Where is the end of universe? How this universe Born!. Where it all starts from? Where is my life going through? What is real knowledge? What is secret of this galaxy? what is the real theory of heart and brain? How Everything Bron? what is the true eye of everything we see? Where the real time line? Correct is really perfect? And wrong is really not good? who desides? What is the value of life? Why I need to run? First where? And what? Where I found My answers?